Thursday, October 04, 2001

Not happy!! The bar here in work has started serving Costa Coffee. I used to grudge paying 85p for a Latte, now I have to pay £1 for a inferior coffee!

Tuesday, October 02, 2001

Bad karma day in the office today. People just all negative!! We need to get some more positive energy flowing here I think.

Group hug!!
Well, I'm in work. 15mins late today because the District Line was totally buggered - had to wait nearly 20mins at Ealing Broadway for a train.

Monday, October 01, 2001

Just found this fabulous quote: "Today is the tomorrow you worried about yesterday"
Naturally you understand I meant 31st September.
Just realised that it is infact 1st October, not 31st March.
Steps can be so useful at times!!
So I put on my "TopPopCHoonz" MP3 collection and read Bryan's Foto Journal and I feel a lot happier. It's like a reminder that life can be much better a place. The one thing I always forget is that stuff doesn't come to you, you need to go to it or make it happen. You need to make time for things you want to do - like keep the journal upto date. Look at me go girl!!
I really do wish I lived a lot closer to where I worked.
Today. Today I feel crap. Its a combination of several things really. Firstly Dean went home today after spending five nights here, and I always feel crap after he / I leave. And I'm rally fedup with work - want to have a talk about what's going on, but am waiting and waiting, and still waiting for them to make their decision about wheather they stick with NW and upgrade the LAN, move to MS or none of the above. Once that decision is made if it is not the first option (and i don't think it will be) then I have an angle to talk to them. If not I will still talk to them, because I refuse to go through what I went through at IAB gain. THis evening I have my massage course and at the moment can't be arsed with it. But that is just part of the monday blues feeling. Things will get better.